I'm seriously working on my temper.. n like i'm trying as hard as possible.. n it's times like that when ppl test u.. n say all kind of negative things like.. wad's the pt ur gonna snap later anyways.. you're rude.. you're selfish.. n they PUSH MY BUTTON!! so tempted to stick gum in their hair... but what is the point.. i incur bad karma n wad ever damage that has been done to me can't be undone..

BUT... I'M STUBBORN.. N I WILL PURSUE THIS JOURNEY..

god will be with me..

heading for a short trip to batam.. hoping to have fun!!

MA MA DRAMA!!!

k you noe how painful it was for bella when the vampire dude dumped her... picture me having that pain n screaming in my bed cos EXAMS HAVENT FREAKING ENDED.. i'm like burnt out.. n dying.. it's so christmassy out there.. but it's so unfair here i am hablo en espanol!!! los dias lunes, martes, miercoles, jueves, viernes y los fin es de semana, espanol espanol espanol!!!

POR FAVOR!!!

anyhow.. back to espanol...

OH MY GOSH.. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE EXAMS TO BE OVER.. IT'S BEEN SO LONG.. N THE EXAMS R STILL DRAGGING..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrr... very disappointed with my quantum mechanics la.. hai.. hope i dont fail or get a d or anything..

now left with spanish n lab... hmmmmmmmmmmm.... no mood to study.. feel like going shopping n all.. sucks..

this feeling sucks..

meeting up with the mi gang on tues.. haha.. looking forward to seeing them...

I really don't know how the hell i can actually roam around and get pass all the important things i have on hand!!

IT'S CALLED PROCRASTINATION AND SELF PRESERVATION!! hahaha..
so kental!!
anyways my wkends were burnt!! SAT WAS LIKE 3 DEEPAVALI OPEN HOUSE.. n of which i couldn't make it to kalai's n i felt really down.. cos i knew i had to study for test on tues n blah blah blah...shit la!!
n then i had my best fren renu's birthday on sun... n since tues i had test n it was also O'lvl math paper, i knew that i can't go tuition on mon cos i end school at 5.30pm.. SO......... I HAD TO GO ON SUN MORN
n after that me n navin went to VILLA BALI at Gillman.. together with my best buddy nithiya n her bf to surprise our best pal RENU!!
anyways the ambience n the place was awesome.. so pretty..

then i went home to find out that my YEP report was due this fri if not i had to reimburse the 10k they had given me!!!
i was like shit!!..

But since me n crystal are super effectient we're done.. statement of accounts, the repot, the write ups of pre and post expedtion, the itinerary, the photos, the media coverage, the videos burnt into CDs, the new paper articles on Project smiles.. Done.. all that needs to be done now... is to print, bind and send!! muahhahahahah!!!

N oh did i mention i also got Spanish test on thurs which is like tom at a las veintiuna y media de la manana...
n lab report due on FRI!!!
haahahah...
since mon all me n navin does is work study work study call at 12 midnight n say good night love you.. n that's it.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... life sucks..

thinking of industrial attachment in India.. so stupid the places the offered for chem is China,Vietnam and India..

hmmmm..
i'm quite upset tat i can't even find the time to call up my friends n talk to them..
so sickening la..

IN RELATIONSHIPS FIND THE 1% YOU AGREE ON AND GIVEE YOUR 100% AT IT....

Today when i tutored my cedar girls one after the other.. i felt like i was sitting for exam or something... haha.. i felt like drained after tution.. i enjoy teaching my girls because they actually spend every single minute that i dedicate to tution asking me question after quesiton .. i hope they do well.. i can only tell some pple to study but if u are jus plain lazy then i will lose allhope on u n prefer if u started from scratch again.. sometimes some ppl need to fall real bad to realise.. LIKE ME.. hahah..