Imagine, if.

Bid me run, and i shall strive with all things impossible...

Saturday, July 04, 2009 @ 9:02 AM

high on life

K.. i've been catching up or at least trying to!! haha.. but mostly lazying ard becos i noe once i start my YEAR 3 it'll be hectic as hell.. so anyways.. Navin told me that we was gonna bring me somewhere n it was a surprise.. sadly i din take pics but.. it was awesome.. even though i had to leave early he certainly made me smile the whole time.. he picked me up at 1 n we drove to pasir ris FARMWAY 2 to the puppy farm.. super duper cute can!!! N i soooooooooo wanted that pretty lil shih tzu, the handsome german shepherd, the shetland puppy, the teacup terrier, the chowchow,and the girly sausage doggy!!

THE WHOLE TIME I JUST GRABBED NAVIN'S HAND AND WAS LIKE AWWWWWW.. hahah..
when i get my own place i'm gonna get a doggie.. super cute.. haha..

someday...

anyhow...

YEP was awesome.. i would definitely do it again.. and i would definitely be going to thailand the next round.. Leading a team is definitely not easy peezy.. but if it wasnt hard then it wouldnt be worth it right?

I wanted to lead for no reason.. but maybe because i like challenges and i like helping children.. But i had no one to lead with.. It was crazy because i asked so many ppl but they all gave me the no-cant do sign.. and so i had a heart to heart talk with my buddy and finally she agreed.. n she was the best for me to work with cos she's very easy going.. everything was going well untill it was mid march n due to unforseen circumstances she had to back out.. i was doomed.. No co-leader.. with less than one and a half mths left to pull a team together, complete my leadership course, first aid course, get my funding approved, study for my mid-terms and my exams.. complete my exams for 6 papers.. WHAT WAS I GOING TO DO? where would i find a co-leader.. it was very exhausting.. with a 10 000 word report for one of my elective as 50% to my finals and another 3000 word report for another pre-requite module.. in the midst of all this.. i told myself.. maybe i should not do this after all...

n was 60% positive that this trip was a goner... so i sat there.. whined to my 3 stooges.. then one fine afternoon i went to meet nanny n crystal for lunch at can b.. n i was whining to her as well.. n then THOSE WORDS.. from ms crystal.. like the joy of water touching ur salty dried up lips after a marathon... actually i dont mind leading.. what must a leader do ah? I was confused but open to the idea.. i had my reservations but i knew she'd be perfect for the job.. when i reached home that day n read kum's blog abt how she was looking forward to doing the trip.. i told myself.. YOU KNOW WHAT.. when god gives you the opportunity you embrace it and braced the storm..

it's sort of like running a race.. it is perserverance.. the strength the determination.. n at the end of it when u hit the finish line.. the satisfaction and joy.. it's addictive.. haha..

no point running if ur not going to push urself..
no point studying if ur going to stop learning after getting ur certs..
no point eating if ur not going to savour the food n waste time counting calories..
no point living if u don't noe what ur living for.....

Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 12:21 AM

for your viewing pleasure

A beeeeg THANKS to Garen FOR MAKING THIS VIDEO!!!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 10:16 AM

For now i leave you with, us, making the headlines of their local newspaper.. haha...

@ 9:47 AM

home

Before i talk all abt my trip, i would like to share what this trip has taught me.. more than the trip the people involved in it played a great role.. FIRSTLY, i thank god for creating crystal.. because she's been of sooooooooooooooooooo much help and support to me.. n she really brought back the fighter in me.. I'm so much more patient, focused and strong.. i'm wad running gave me.. i'm really impressed by how mature and responsibleshe can be at her age.. when i see people older than that acting like brats and so irresponsibly..

secondly all my participants have impressed me such a great deal that it blew me away and i was lost for words.. when u leave that kinda of an impression with me u have nailed it.. the amt of dedication, perserverance, strength, love, endurance that was put by each and everyone was remarkable.. they have taught me to not judge a book by its cover.. pple are much capable than they appear to be..

lastly the pple in the village brought me closer to home.. I love and really truly appreciate the pple back home as well as what i have.. I'm closer to my family.. i actually turned to my mom when i was extremely traumatised during the trip and i felt so much better talking to her.. AND HONESTLY THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IT HAS EVER HAPPENED.. i think it's the grown up transition period.. haha.. i missed navin soooo sooo much.. that when i came back i had nothing but only truck loads of love to give.. i've been embracing him every since the start of the trip and i'll continue to do that.. he's truly worth it....

and i love my house.. hahaha..

i think this trip has really prepared me for the working world out there.. and i'm so grateful for that becos i think it would be best to learn such valuable lessons now then later on in life..
This my cup of tea... It was satisfying.. And i would definitely do it again..

i shall leave u guys with this post for now.. n in 2 days or more.. i'll post all the scoops on YEP JUNE09, PROJECT SMILES..

Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 9:30 AM

touched

I'm leaving on mon.. to indya.. for youth expedition project!! hope everything goes well n it would be a great experience for me.. it's my first time leading a team of 14 to do such volunteer work.. so i'm jus keeping my fingers crossed.. haha..

me n kums are going to bangalore first to recce the area.. n the team is coming on the 5th.. so we'd be on our own till then in the kanada speaking part of indya!! haha..

anyhow.. i'm drained.. busy packing n settling things last min.. sigh..

so my darling bf.. actually surprised me with something really special.. n it was so adorable..

He made a collage of movie ticket stubs that we have watched.. no all but wadever he cld gather.. n it's so cute cos i now actually remember that the first movie we ever watched was fun with dick n jane.. n it was on the 4th of feb 2006.. ahah.. so darling.. haha.. n he bought me a cookie from delifrance.. haha.. so cute..

FOR ALL WOMEN WHO CAN'T UNDERSTAND Y THEIR BF'S ARE LIKE THIS N THAT PLS READ MEN ARE FROM MARS N WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS..

i must admit.. it taught me the one of the most valuable lesson in life.. n i find it easier now.. hahah..

i actually can't believe i'm leaving poor navin all alone in sg for 27 days.. how i torment myself seems masochistic at times.. but yes i am really really gonna miss him alot.. n i'm really looking forward to seeing his handsome face when i come back..

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 3:59 AM

hohoho

OKIE... hahaha.. i'd be embarking on a wonderful journey in 4 more days.. haha..
can't wait.. so we had our ubin trip.. which was super duper funny.. hahah..n a shock n a pleasant experience for some.. but all in all.. it served the purpose.. so alls well.. hahah..

now packing n meeting up as many ppl as i can..

i'm so nauseated from the malaria pills.. so gross..

OH i hope they release the dates for subject registration.. sigh.. so idiotic..

anyhow.. i hope everything goes well...

oh here are some of the pictures of how the house in the village is gonna look like..

haha...

outside the house

the main door

the toilet

outside the house n the water tank

the kitchen

haha.. till then.. chao..

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 4:38 AM

hanging out

that cutie pie there.. would be my nephew if i married navin...

that's Dhirenn.. navin's baby nephew.. haha...

It's the season for baby boys!! hahaha.. or maybe jus babies..

anyways.. went to get baby dhirenn's 1 year old birthday party gifts.. n i was with navin's cuz n his sis n his uncle.. we had lunch at pastamania.. then the uncle had to go back.. so us girlies went to tekka mall to get the party stuff.. if u are wondering where the heck the concourse party shops have vanished to .. IT'S TEKKA MALL LEVEL 5!! hahaha.. i noe.. n u can thank me later..

then navin's cuz bro joined us n his gf met us later on.. then we ate somemore.. n the couple left.. so the 3 of us headed to PS.. bought somemore things from daiso.. n went back to j8 sweet secrets to order cake n headed home.. it was quite fun..

so FRIDAY MARKS SHIT.. COS MY RESULTS ARE OUT... eeewww..

then ubin during wkends.. then packing all the way.. saying my goodbyes..

so yest me n navin celebrated loving each other for 3 yrs n 3 mths.. n we had dinner at holland .v's thai express.. n walked abit n headed home.. i hope i can spend some quality time wit him.. cos for now he's relief teaching.. plus so many functions.. n stuff.. sheesh.. barely get time to jus sit down or even hug...

anyways.. INDIA SOON...

Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 9:47 PM

desperate housewives

the only rare serials i follow are desperate housewives, criminal minds, ghost whisperer...

yest when i saw desperate housewives..at first i thought wad a lame episode.. cos it was abt their handyman who died.. but later on this very same episode i started to think and even tear.. when i saw susan crying uncontrollably.. i was like oh my god.. that's exactly how i cry.. haha.. unstoppable and like crazy.. n wad the handyman said.. was weirdly true..

i am a never-give up person..i might say that i give up actually i jus cant.. n it is so tiring doing that all the time.. especially when it concerns the one u love.. but like what he said it must be worth it.. n yes it is.. it makes me a stronger individual...

any how...

i am packing for india.. n hoping for money to come by!! sigh...